huh. tonight, i don't even recognize my own face. why?

long term goals, long term plans and delayed gratification don't work for me after all.

shouting to a void is quite therapeutic.

sobrang ayoko na talaga.

such a fucking failure, aren't we?

minsan talaga ang hirap lang bumangon.

why am i so stupiiiiiid

but it gets stronger every single time i get the urge. i wonder how much time i have before I actually do it.

some days, the compulsion to just punch myself in the face is too much. I never do it tho

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck