my mom doesnt want me back

well i ended up having dinner with my mom and sister 🙈

hello party people

last night i had some melatonin wishing that i could sleep early and wake up so that i can do the things i need for today but 2 hours later i wake up crying and my dreams are just my problems in real life telling me that i can't escape and i wake up crying and feel so incredibly lonely because all i want is to be held by someone, anyone at all

love my best friends we message each other when we're free and we don't find offense in the time it takes us to reply but damn sometimes i need someone and i ask if theyre there and theyre not and i ask whats the point of having some who has ur back if they can't hear u call their name

listening to: cruel summer by taylor swift

i feel so removed from being a normal person its kinda crazy

my hobby is assuming the worst from people and that they all hate me ☺️

switching between looking for job opportunities and my to do list for k-ng ms

if i could talk to myself when i was younger i would say i'm sorry because it doesnt get better all that happens is that everyone in our life slowly lovea us less and less because we push them away because we hurt each other constantly and there's nothing to live for because we grow up to be failures that our parents don't love anymore