i dare. not

what do i say ? :/

my guts.

fuck! where has it gone to..?

Am i hopeless or helpless? BOTH!

Because someone flared, even i nearly stepped into the volcano eruption mode, andd there is not much cooperation D:

Nothing went well, absolutely nothing except for the time with my superb friends. But i know it can be even much moreeeeeeeee superb!

I've decided, no more heartbreaks.

i've never told anyone before, and i'm really scared. really really scared D:

everything's haunting me, i do not want to go through the same thing again