still looking for....

it's raining... and will keep like it...

mencoba untuk tidur lagi,, walaupun takut, aku harus tidur. aku butuh istirahat,,,

walaupun masih takut, mencoba untuk tidur. aku haru tidur, mau ga mau... (~_~)

still afraid to fall asleep,,, waiting for 'ruh' to respon my message,,,

having a really bad nightmare,, I'm so scared to fall asleep again, too scared to having the nightmare again,,,

fear often more dangerous than danger it self

jujur-jangan-jujur-jangan-jujur-jangan? bingung,,, bimbang,,, takut,,,

panaaaassss,,,,,