I feel so bad and so sad and angry and frustrated and confused

even if i couldnt have possibly seen him right then and there, you couldve told me in the van, or in the tricycle, or even when we arrived at home

tangina you knew and you didnt bother

I miss him too, I may be mad at him, I may not consider him my father, but god damn I dersve to see him even just for a second

putangina

its been two fucking years and i deserve even just a glimpse of his hair

putangina gusto ko rin siya makita

are you fucking kidding me

even thinking they deserve it, that they should have seen them coming

both of you, both people closest to me, do not give a fuck about anything