how many times must I say I understand your concerns b4 you believe and trust me? You certainly don't do it to the other two. Reeks of bias.

useless.

when will it get better. Today the devil in me got unleashed. Haiz.

and then when they said that something in me just...died. Others can follow their dreams. I can't. So much for ethics.

she's eaten enough the past couple of days to last the next few days. Overstuffed!

it's one thing not to be there because of circumstance. It's another to not tell me and give my place to friends. Family is more impt no?

that was a pretty rough night. :s

entering the new year 2011 with excitement, and a tinge of trepidation.

if the other student knows how lucky she is.

it's distressing to be so far away and helpless.