hving intimacy fear again

為甚麼不可以有水又有麵包

有得必有失一定要是定律嗎

afraid it's too gd to be true

Glad to hv met jc again but wishing he'd put everything ( I did to him ) behind

Wanting jl to know I never bought ur lies

Insomnia's kicking in again

hving cockroach paranoia

longing for idyllic life ....and counting down for her vacation ....

under "house arrest" ... due to 'expected' infection , but i should be thxful it's not hospital stay again ??