I learnt my lesson okay. To not be kind towards my ownself. butimdeadlikeosamabinladen.
Yes. I may be irrational. For me to cheer up? that's not gonna happen. Because I lost my dignity and I would lose myself.
For God's sake, Cry. It's nobody's business. it's your own fault and you don't even deserve a word of consolation.
There is no such thing as 'study hard play hard'. BULLSHIT! 'All work and no play' and you rock everybody's world.!
It is all my bloody fault. My efforts weren't enough. Obviously.
Nothing is free. okay???!! In fact everything is bloody expensive nowadays. The currency is effort.
paradoxical. what am I doing?
gosh, it's killing meeeaayy!!