Okay, calm down, self..having no plans is OKAY. Much as you hate to admit it..

I know this isn't the best place to vent, but..I can't stand it when people sit there and call me out on shit that I KNOW I'm doing wrong, but there's not much I can do.

sleep what is sleep sadness is the only thing my body requires appearantly

You know, it's bad enough that I can't afford a birthday present for my mother. It's worse that she calls me selfish when I just don't like

So tired of being worthless to this family. Just had my mother come home, ask how the job hunt was going, and then leave. No hellos, nothing

Let's see if I know how to work this...