is thinking about his friend...hope he is ok..
can i just go ahead and die...give it up and lay down..no one would miss me.. I know that.
off a couple days due to a death in his family.
waiting for death. His aunt's. We are waiting bedside. docs say it won't be long.
if the bonfire will be good tonight, lots of hurt feelings with ppl coming. its being considered a fresh start for a group of friends.
if this day will ever end...wants to go home..off work for the rest of the year.