can't withstand this pain anymore..

Please tell me that was a lie!!! www.laymark.com/i/o/75.g...

Gw berharap bgt klo lw tu cma brcanda...

Blood on my coughing this time, I wonder how much time left for this body to stay in this world.. ?

I wonder, why my only wish could not be granted? Is this my punishment? To be tortured both body and feelings?

this Ramadhan, really are different without you... I'm so lonely here www.laymark.com/i/o/49.g...

This was unstable, too damn hurt..

If that wasn't for you, then let it go... But if you sure that was yours, then chase it wherever it go... Even to put your life in the line

This peaceful days, won't last forever...

Am i hoping for something impossible? My mind and body was still trapped in chaos. I can't find a way to escape...