After all this time I realized that I always wandering alone in this road. Walking and enjoy the view around me. I love walking from school to coming home. And I feel little bit refreshed now
Dear P**, I give up. I know I don't have a chance at all after sending application letter four times. And I know you get annoyed by my e-mail. I am bear it. if Allah SWT give me a chance, Allah SWT gonna show me the way