hm. maybe there's something to this diurnal shit after all.

that kind of sick/tired/bored where I'm juuuust too brain-having to sleep but can't want or focus on anything

...I think my body thinks I'm ill

diurnality progress: 8 hours sleep with rental CPAP. could go for another tbh.

[dawntrail and ff9 spoilers] just had a thought, don't fucking come in here if you don't have The Knowledge or suffer ig

good: I am vaccinated! covid (new) & flu
bad: I am blugh. sleep. forever.

[genshin] Finishes 5.0 AQ, immediately turns around to start building Kachina [spoilers will be here]

to my part-time Genshin friends: they're sending us "thanks for voting for us in the award" primogems starting today!

I love how my body responds to bad sleep with "would you like to feel WORSE?" and activates The Guts

I'm not saying Dragon Quest Builders is curing my depression. But it IS providing me key support as I cling to life by my fingernails.