I just don't care to try anymore, maybe its better to die alone.

so the good new is my rl mom only has anus cancer. She's still declining to have a colostomy bag at the moment, but we'll see what time brings.

Officially been 1 week today as a non smoker

5 days of being smoke free and no bodies to hide, I got this

man this week has kicked my ASS

even with working 12.5 hours, got my first day down without cigarettes. It's different trying to figure out what to do with my breaks now that I don't smoke

was hypnotized tonight to stop smoking, so far so good I got this

had a great day for my bday

Happy Saturday

still hanging in there, but barely