god i DO hate being fully aware my brain is just lighting itself on fire for pmdd reasons but not being able to do shit about it

the meds im on help somewhat but they really are not doing enough i think

unrelated to this my manager suggested a charity volunteering thing and god i do not think i can get out of it but me, looking at my commute time and withering

i will suck it up and do this one and use it to decline other outside work shit i guess

OH NO.....

rescuing....