i keep thinking to the weird dream sequences in American Werewolf in Londer where its POV just zoomjng through the forest, like yup. that

Hi plurk, I really just am desperate for some chatter and company. I'm so tired of 3+ weeks of headaches, I feel worse every day. I'm trying to find a PCP but being new to insurance and in a city I just can't easily get in anywhere sighs

but I'm doing my best not to whine. I just need something to distract me from this misery, please tell me about your day. things you're enjoying in game or about the fall season?

spouse made us mulled cider and it is chefs kiss. I also have rachel maksy playlists to fill myself with whimsy between dozing

I'm like. lowkey waiting for it to get dark enough to focus on my remaining tags.
I'm bad at braining during sunlight time.

heh yeah, i can get that feel. tag brain gotta wait for the right ambience to wake up

yee

also think imma try NaNo again this year, try to write a fanfic this time.

also just to wind down all the worries of the day prior enough to let it wake up i imagine

ooh that'll be neat!

I've never done nano myself but I've always been so envious. i think its super cool when people try for it

it is a lot of work, and I usually fizzle out of my current goal about halfway through |D
I have hopes that this time I'll have both enough material to work with and a straightforward enough plot that I'll get all the way through this one focused on One (1) story-attempt XD

the last time I tried to do a fanfic, I was trying to write an AU I'd vastly underestimated the complexity of. this time it's more of a post-canon "what if" deal. I don't have to revise every event in canon |D

oof yeah, that complexity can get ya. sounds neat though! I know in the right mindset i can do fic, i just never seem to find the right time. it makes me laugh that under the right circumstances i can bang out a whole game app with a history section and everything in a day but carefully planning a story can just feel impossible sometimes

i believe in ya! just gotta keep on trying \o/

\o/!