phone calls with my mother are always...something. Just learned about a traumatic thing from middle school that I apparently blacked out entirely? Like even listening to her talk about it I fundamentally do not recall the events she describes despite remembering most of that year fairly well.
and it was so matter of fact too, I brought up some medical stuff I have going on that we're trying to figure out and shes just like "Oh did you tell them about X" and I'm like... what are you talking about?
its so weird because my brain is just like pushing back so hard against it. Its like, maybe she's confused, that can't have happened, surely I'd remember something.