I have good news and bad news. The good news is that I know what's the reason for all or most of my issues. Sleep deprivation. And stress, but that's not new. Due to my terrible dreams, my sleep deprivation is really bad, which is making things hard for me.
Due to this revelation, I have been ordered to "chill" and not stress as much as possible. I was thinking of dropping roleplay since it is one of my sources of stress. But I really don't want to. So I won't for now.
The bad news, I will be slower or more erratic with my tags than usual. I will make a notice for that in my journal as soon as I can.
If you still want to tag me regardless of this, I thank you and I'm honored to tag with you. Those that don't, no worries, I understand.
i care abt you, i hope you can take care of yourself and relax enough to sleep. i get the stress but also the feeling of not wanting to drop because it brings joy as well :< <3
pradidhana I care about you too! Roleplay does cause me stress but I've had so much fun with people with it. I'm not willing to drop it just yet. And I want to play with you too, especially!
I will try to reply to stuff soon either way. Not right now, but soon. I haven't forgotten about you all! ^^
I will also make a top level for the new reparacja test drive soon. But for now, I'm just relaxing and making music video scripts.
im glad youre chillin out :> but i'll get back to the tengai n makoto thing soon ... ! its too cute ;w;
pradidhana No worries! I don't mind waiting! I just wanted to let people know so they don't feel forgotten.
hello! Absolutely no worries about speed; please take as much time as you need! I hope taking a bit of a step back from rp helps out with the stress.
horreur Thank you. I'm having so much fun with your demon so I didn't want to lose that. I can't wait for Makoto to talk more with your demon boy/lord. ^^
Same! Paimon is honestly delighted by Makoto so far, getting to chat to someone who's so receptive to him means A Lot... Makoto seems super sweet ;;
wiisports Thank you. I always get reminded how awesome people are here and it really helps with those thoughts I get.
horreur: He is. And even knowing who Paimon is (or at least some of the things they say about him), I'm endeared by him so Makoto would defintiely love him!
Thank you all for your kindness. If it wasn't for people like you wonderful people, I would have quit roleplay a long time ago. ^^
Please put yourself first! I’m sorry that your hobby is stressing you out. Take as much time as you need.
TaiyakinoNaku Honestly, due to sleep deprivation, EVERYTHING is. But thank you for understanding. ^^
no worries! please take care of yourself and know that i am always delighted to receive tags whenever you send them my way!
Oh, I completely understand. I will backtag everything forever and love our CR!
spypigeon Thank you! I love our CR too so far!
\o/ I hope things get less stressful for you and take care of yourself ok? Your health always comes first, and I understand needing to stick with RP for joy it brings
spypigeon I will. I am especially trying to sleep as much as possible. No more resisting sleep like it's a disease no matter how hard it is sometimes.
Yeah, I get that, I hope sleep becomes an easier experience for you too
spypigeon For now, listening to bird songs mixed with music is helping. Let's hope it stays working.
Oh excellent! Yes, fingers crossed