I'm so very tired

I'm just grateful that she is calm and not in pain. Her guardian kitty (Callie) is curled up against her chest. She never leaves her side, unless we move her. Then she gets some food and comes back to curl up with mom all over again

There's a weird kind of urgency in everything now, but there's nothing to do. She has sores, but other than putting barrier cream on them, I'm not supposed to act. They aren't going to heal.

I give her medicine every 4 hours to help her breathe easy and rest. I check her temp and make sure she's warm, but not too warm.

And otherwise....I'm just waiting. Scrolling mindlessly through webpages.

I think I'm hovering somewhere between sorrow and anger. I've been holding up okay so far, but my edges are starting to crumble

I'm thinking of you, and I'm so glad you're with her.

Me too. I'm...broken. But I wouldn't want to be anywhere else right now

i'm so glad you're there with her, and i'm so sorry this is happening. love you <3

I'm so sorry you are going through something so heavy and hard, but echoing what others have said. Glad you can be with her. Take care of yourself as much as you can.

I haven't spoken just because I don't know the words. But I've been keeping you in my thoughts. I am so sorry. I wish I could do more.

thank you, guys

zigzag123: no apologies necessary. just knowing I can still come here and have you guys means more than I can say

When you start to heal from the grief, you'll feel good knowing you were here, however hard it is right now. WHatever you feel is okay to feel. I hope things move peacefully onward.

Keeping you guys in my thoughts.

Keeping you all in my thoughts. ❤️

i'm so sorry darling. you're in my thoughts.

I don't know what to say beyond I'm so sorry...

i'm so sorry, hun. you're in my thoughts — and echoing what others have said to say that i'm glad you're there with her.

Thank you, guys