so my bf went into the ICU a couple days ago with a blood sugar level of 1000.

which explains why he'd wake up tired all the time. he was literally fighting off a coma. now, he's gonna be on insulin. he's still in icu as they figure out dosage.

before then he was on pills to kind of.. produce more insulin? idk. he's on a lot of pills for various things. (blood pressure, anxiety, depression...)

talked with him today over dietary changes. it just. wore me out.

need to plan meals. carb count. food scaler. more veggies.

i mean good for him i'll support him how i can. but all the burden of this will fall to me when he's home, probably. along with doing job apps 4 times a week.

and he was like 'hey wanna do a store run today?' and i'm just like... no. i did so many errands yesterday, lots of walking, plus way too much margarita for CR's 7+ hour finale. I. Am. Beat.

I'm sorry you have to deal with so much right now, that sounds really stressful

xiilnek yea everything feels A Lot right now. He was a bit snappy in his first call as we went through carbs/calories and what his future meal options will be. he called back later and apologized so that was nice.

i try not to make too many of these posts cuz i feel like i'm whining into the wind. and i know its whining, and first world problems, and there's people who are struggling with a lot more than me. but... still. plurk is the one place i can really vent.

i think if the only the people with the most dire problems were allowed to complain the world would be a very strange place. you're dealing with a lot, I'd need to vent too

^that, yeah

This is A Lot and you're allowed to vent