But my irritation has gone up to eleven while I adjust

like I am a short tempered menace today

I also feel like I'm being taken advantage of

and I'm just kind of like. How about you don't do that???

and by that I mean my ability and my generosity.

I'm home and trying to get my own things done today and my neighbor is like can you run over to my house and do a thing, and I'm kinda in the middle of my own thing, and I told her that I could try but I was a bit busy today (true, but not no, and not being rude) and instead it was like well I had to do all of this this morning

and I kind of don't care?

I drove for almost 2 and a half hours yesterday?

and the way home was icy ?

my field is barren today

I don't know your relationship with them but that does seem like a lot to expect without warning?

Also IDK what your new way of doing things is but I'm glad it's working!

I started taking zoloft because of anxiety and the fact I basically lost interest in a lot of things. I got motivated and started making proper meals and then I took some food to my sister which she demanded she pay for but after the stimulus I don't feel comfortable taking for a while?

my neighbor said nevermind, but like... okay???

Oh good! I'm glad that helps.

Yeah, IDK. She needs to communicate better.

yeah I guess