有時很怕自己這樣的個性、不恰當的待人處事方法，會不會被討厭啊?
Will people be upset by my personality, incorrect way of treating?
又夾雜著「不要太在意別人眼光」的矛盾想法...
In the meanwhile,the thought of "no need to care about other view of me" also bothering me...