Like, don't get me wrong, I love winter. I'd miss loving winter.

But the fact that it's the first nice day of the year outside and seeing people run around reminds me of how old and unattractive I feel, of how much of a failure I sometimes feel like to think that I started university in 2008 and won't be graduating until next spring...

Everyone is so young, so happy, and I'm just trudging along listening to my music and trying not to feel too much like a piece of human garbage.

I have a lot of these same feelings.

I'm not entirely surprised, and some of it might feel even worse for you-though I just want you to know, considering I don't think I've said it before, that I definitely consider your going to school and kicking ass at it (at least from most of what I see) really inspiring.

Thank you!

I didn't mean to interrupt you or anything, I just wanted you to know that you weren't alone in feeling that way.

That was actually where I was stopping for the moment, so don't worry about it.

sorry man.

I know that feel in a couple of ways.

Sometimes, you just need to figure out what you want to live for.

Thanks, everyone. After a good cry and rare nap I'm feeling at least somewhat better, and I've comfort food on the way.

YAY COMFORT FOOD