things i've discovered in my drinking binges the past few months:
whiskey, straight, hits me hard and fast and gives that fuzzy drunk feeling pronto. dangerous tho 'cause once i start drinking it it immediately enters the 'never enough' arena so i will seek to consume as much as possible
at 8-10 shots of only whiskey i start turning into a depressed drunk 'EVERYONE HATES ME' so as long as i stop before then i'm good and chillin
but when i temper my whiskey with a lil bit of rum, i'm in such a GOOD MOOD **
i don't know if it's my own perception of the two different liquors that achieve different outcomes or if the mixture of the two provides a different out come but drinking rum (straight or in rum and cokes or bomb shots w/e) alongside my whiskey leaves me in a pleasant mood all night
adding anything on top of that tho and i go from neither the sad drunk or the happy drunk, but the chaotic drunk
the one that remembers nothing but the next day questions people for things like 'did i really take off my pants' 'who did i throw my bra at and where is it now' 'i went walking off to where?'
anyway idk the purpose of this plurk but
partially i ramble about this stuff when it suits me like what if i write a book one day
good book