[booze stuff] came to the decision today that i was gonna double my last record of 1 month and go for 2 months... i realized that 2 months from tomorrow was valentines day
deepground
says
so i asked my dudecrush from wow if i went 2 months without drinking if he'd be my valentine
deepground
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anyway he said yus that sounds like an awesome idea so now i'm all flustered
kick its ass
deepground
says
so this is both a missy is cheesy plurk and a I AM DETERMINED
YOU CAN DO IT
deepground
says
I'M EMBARRASSED 
Oh shit that's adorbs
that's an awesome goal
go forth and kick your old record's ass
ooooooooh!!!!
that is so awesome!
YOU CAN DO IT
once you break free of it long enough, it gets easier and easier
deepground
says
YEAH I HOPE SO first day is killing meee but i will get through it
I know food addiction is not the same thing as alcohol addiction by any stretch, but it's still an addiction so I can tell you that it gets easier, I promise
the first week I was on this food plan really sucked, but it got easier each day and now it's basically a habit
yeah sigh when i went the month before a couple weeks after i felt so much better
i already find myself just wanting to say 'fuck it i'll start tomorrow!!' and going to buy some shots but I'M SILLY AND DON'T WANNA MESS UP MY VALENTINE THING OK
but that's not silly! if that's what's gonna keep you going, then that's great!
you fuckin got this missy
get you that valentine
I WILL and i will feel cheesy the whole time!!