i wasn't really intending or planning to hurt myself but while waiting for my pitas in the microwave (a time span of 10 seconds) i had one hand up on the handle ready to open it when it dinged
and a knife in my other hand for opening the pita pockets and in that time frame seeing the knife next to my out stretched arm my drunk mind went 'haha wonder if its sharp'
i told them i wasn't actually planning to harm myself and it was legit just a split second thing like a thought shot across my mind and i didn't think it through all the way
not to get too graphic or worrisome but i remember i saw like the fat below my skin, and a vein that i just barely missed. i remember when they were stitching it i was asking 'whats that in there'