deepground
8 years ago
[cw: self harm] well i don't really wanna talk about it but i guess i oughts
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deepground says
8 years ago
had to get 10 stitches on my arm last night after an incident involving pitas, a knife, and the usual helping of alcohol
deepground says
8 years ago
i wasn't really intending or planning to hurt myself but while waiting for my pitas in the microwave (a time span of 10 seconds) i had one hand up on the handle ready to open it when it dinged
deepground says
8 years ago
and a knife in my other hand for opening the pita pockets and in that time frame seeing the knife next to my out stretched arm my drunk mind went 'haha wonder if its sharp'
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deepground says
8 years ago
so i just whacked my arm willy nilly, and as it turns out it was indeed sharp and an immediate regret
hotline
8 years ago
holy shit i'm so glad you're okay
square hammer
8 years ago
yeah it was really dumb
square hammer
8 years ago
i told them i wasn't actually planning to harm myself and it was legit just a split second thing like a thought shot across my mind and i didn't think it through all the way
square hammer
8 years ago
which is the truth
square hammer
8 years ago
i still ain't proud of it but it was very alarming
la luna
8 years ago
honestly
la luna
8 years ago
wow
la luna
8 years ago
i hope this settles the debate in your mind over whether you "REALLY" have a problem with alcohol or not
square hammer
8 years ago
yeah
hotline
8 years ago
seriously, seconding this.
square hammer
8 years ago
yeah i'm alright i reckon
square hammer
8 years ago
not to get too graphic or worrisome but i remember i saw like the fat below my skin, and a vein that i just barely missed. i remember when they were stitching it i was asking 'whats that in there'
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