especially 'cause my drink of choice is american honey so

whenever i go on a drinking bender this is p much how it feels. I'LL KEEP DOING IT ITS HURTING ME BUT I HOPE FOR A DIFFERENT RESULT THAT I'M AIMING FOR

my bee phobia is a fitting metaphor too

guilt of not getting it right!!

its dumb but this is the first time i cried hearing a song for the first time lmao

totally not dumb

i love finding a song that resonates with me so much that i cry (or at least wanna cry)

i heard it on the way home today after i bought some honey shots and it was like idk

'cause i neverrrrrr get it riiiiiiiiiiiight

"So I'm cutting that branch off the cherry tree, singing this will be my victory, then I see them coming after me"

If you want, I'd really recommend checking out Hugh Dillon. He voiced Nick in Left 4 Dead and he's also the lead singer of a 90s punk band called the Headstones. He struggled a lot with addiction and he

sings a lot about his past ups and downs with it in a lot of his stuff.

ooo i'll check it out

addiction sucks btw i don't recommend it

which is a given and all but mostly if you ever have that debate with yourself about something 'is this normal nah i'll be okay' ABORT ABORT

big big hugs

i feel so ridic talking about it lmao like nah i'm over reacting that ain't me people think i'me over reacting

went 3 days this time? now here i sit 8 shots of whiskey deep going 'maybe i'll go get more' there is never 'enough' you only ever scratch the surface of appeasement

this, i have learned