also update for here but this weekend and tonight i fell off the wagon alas gonna try to get back on it
deepground
says
so much disappoint in myself
it's been a hell of a week
don't beat yourself up too badly; none of us are in a good place
you can and will do better later on
don't be too hard on yourself
you'll get back on there! we believe in you
yeah, it's been shitty. you can get back on it!