deepground
8 years ago
it's a weird feeling coming out of my fog its like the past 3 months i was drunk the whole time except work
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deepground says
8 years ago
its sad when you're wow guild keeps telling you how much they missed you when you've been there
deepground says
8 years ago
it was like an out of body experience i guess!! physically i was there going through the motions and pressing the buttons and slurring absentminded responses in mumble
deepground says
8 years ago
but my mind was blitz'd and so far gone
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deepground
8 years ago
tonight they were like "wow jupi you sound so clear and lucid" so i was thinking oh is my mic working better and they were like "no you just sound more aware and like your old self"
deepground
8 years ago
i never drank at work but as soon as i clocked out id usually take my first shot of whiskey on the way home and depending what time i got off I'd have anywhere between6-12 shots of whiskey a night
deepground
8 years ago
yeah it struck me lmao like not in a bad or hurtful way but it got me thinking like wow damn
la luna
8 years ago
HUGS..................
hotline
8 years ago
HUG ALSO
FESTIVE ZELDA
8 years ago
that's kind of... like really sweet of them imo
FESTIVE ZELDA
8 years ago
like that they've been playing with you and stuff but they can tell you haven't been yourself lately
FESTIVE ZELDA
8 years ago
like that sounds like it'd feel simultaneously upsetting but kinda happy too
deepground says
8 years ago
yeah true like i wasn't idk offended or even upset by it? i was upset in the way like 'wow here i was thinking these people wouldn't give a fuck and would let me self destruct until they had to kick me'
deepground says
8 years ago
but instead they just say they missed me
deepground says
8 years ago
random people over the past week have whispered me too, more and more people reaching out. at first i mostly talked to one about it but it hit a point where like
deepground says
8 years ago
everyone was aware
deepground says
8 years ago
i never spoke about it but everyone knew i was shitfaced all the time and knew i was miserable
deepground says
8 years ago
instead of kicking me i got people reaching out and one guy was like 'i wanna help, i'll help you find meetings and if you can't pick one i'll pick one for you. i'd even call them to let them know you
deepground says
8 years ago
were coming if you were scared if you want'
deepground says
8 years ago
and i think those moments are what're driving me like if these people are willng to try for a shithead like me
deepground says
8 years ago
then i should try
la luna
8 years ago
you have such good friends ;;
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