Maybe all the above. In any case, hello!

I actually did recently do a purge for the sake of my sanity. (I'm in a game now and, uh, got up to over 50 people before I went 'N.O.P.E.'.)

In case you don't remember who the hell I am, I'm Bridgie and my major muses are/have been: Balthazar Blake, the angel Balthazar from SPN, Courtney Crumrin, and now Furiosa from MMFR.

I am around, if slow and flaky and caught up in work and attempting to exercise. Aaand if you want to know anything about me or wtf I'm doing, I will answer!

Hello, haganenomore ! You must actually like me.

And I forgot how to plurk, too. Oh, dude, I still have my emoticons after all! I thought I lost them!

hi!

It might help that you weren't adding to the overload.

Fair enough!

/pounces on

Omg hai you!

Hello hello!

I've picked up a few angels since you were last around.

One, just within the past week.

I'll try to be a bit more regularly in touch. I just spend all day at a computer screen at work, so I should probably breath outdoors air when I can.

Y hallo

Oh? Do tell. I like me some angels.

I'll give you a hint: blame the Apocalypse meme recently showing up on Bakerstreet a couple of times. So one is actually an ex-angel.

Ooh! For only appearing in that one episode, poor endverse Cas does get around.

Yup.

Cas is the most recent one. Made him because of a thread I was already doing. (Basically, Samifer figured out that little chink in Dean's armor he can pry at to manipulate him.)

(Samifer no)

(He says 'Samifer, yes'.)

(This is why no one likes you)

I've actually been playing Furiosa more than I have Balthazar, although I keep thinking a post-apocalypse mashup would be fun.

(He doesn't need to be liked. He needs humans to die faster.)

I've never seen any of the Mad Max films and from what I've seen of commercials, I'm not sure I'd be interested. So what I know, I know through RP and Plurk.

Furiosa is amazing

haganenomore: (sure whatever you say)

They're so drastically different to play. Balthazar is all dialogue and half the time he doesn't say what he means. Furiosa is 95% visual cues and body language and uses words sparingly.

I half to go back through her tags and trim her dialogue a lot.

/nods

Hiiii! <3

You are so sweet. (All of you, really). totallyfangirl I might PM you this weekend, if that's okay? I haven't played Blake in forever, but I wouldn't mind trying again.

Oh my goodness. Con Air. XD

/dies

How's life in general?

HUGS It's okay. My mother's cancer is in remission, Rey and I are getting married in May 2017, I've got a coding job, and I'm exercising A LOT with the intent of running a 5k next year.

Which is ambitious, since I've never been athletic ever, but it's doing great things for my blood sugar so there's that. How about you?

that's awesome!

all of it!

Thank you! I feel like I have a lot of balls in the air but they're all very nice balls and that's taking the metaphor too far, isn't it?

LOL a little but I get it!

All good things to hear!

<3

A little far without getting dirty-minded angels involved, yep.

OMG HIIIII

It's good to hear from you again, and I'm glad things are looking up how they are.

....I think I meant words that didn't come out there, oops.

*looking up for you.

Hi you! You doing ok too? <3

Hiiiii!

I'm doing well!! My health, mentally and physically, is at or close to the best it's been in ten years.

Minus the insomnia.

Blottrgarm Hello you! Doing ok?

thekt That's wonderful! I think I'm in the same boat. Decided to pick up my activity level and stop eating processed food.

Ahahaha... Um, let's just say that I'm hanging in there though I have no damn idea how? The rest is a very very long story.

Hanging in there is a good place to start from, at least? HUGS

Well, yeah. There's really no alternative I figure. I'm very VERY tired of going from crisis to crisis, but I just have to manage and make the best of it.

There are always alternatives, just they aren't always good alternatives. Give yourself credit for keeping on. That's a good thing.

Any alternative is bad enough that I don't consider it to be an alternative. Which in itself is good because not even a year ago I was considering those bad things to be a valid option.

I don't anymore so I'm proud of that.

Good. I've been there, too, and I'm glad you're not there now. Definitely be proud of that.

And I'm eating again. I'm no longer self-harming. I'm working almost full-time. I'm blessedly single and I'm working on taking care of myself. So yeah. Perhaps not okay, but I'm better.

I feel like 'okay' is a continuum, if that makes any sense? Like, there's 'okay, getting by and hoping for better' all the way up to 'okay, things feel stable at last' and/or 'okay, life is good'.

Anywhere on that specturm is better than not okay.

*spectrum

That makes a lot of sense, actually. I'm in the 'getting by, hoping for and working hard towards better' part.

I'm at the 'stable at last' part right now, so I hope you will get there, too, someday soon. I'm really glad to hear from you. Sorry I've been so scarce.

Eh, you've had yours to deal with. I'm very glad to hear you've reached that stable point. It really makes me very happy.

As for scarce, eh... I'm of the patient kind. Heck, my best friend and I often go months without talking. Then we spend an hour or two on the phone, catching up and then it's like that gap never even happened.

So... Welcome back, simply put?

Thank you, that's really sweet. I fail at being sociable in general, so I appreciate the understanding.

I'm the same way, really.

hiii you