So once again in my car, trying to breathe slowly, and have been for the last 20 minutes.

I need to go see him. And my fucking anxiety has me just sitting here stuck with what the fuck do I do.

And when I start to figure out something, I either go back around or just freak out again.

Fuck.

Get yourself some food, okay? See how you're feeling. It's okay. Just take it slow.

I'm so sorry /hugs

i'm so sorry. and--what ashley said was good, too. take care of yourself as well, as much as you can. <3