I still am not done with moving because the person helping me with my mattress can't come until 4 (I hope), and I had another anxiety attack this afternoon.

Mostly because it's Tuesday and I've got a three finals between now and Friday (when my final research paper is due, which has only 2 pages written AND several steps on the paper needed to be done)

My prof said he needed everything in on Friday at the latest, grades have to be in by the 14th, and even if I had until Monday, I'm freaking out like everything fucking day now.

I don't know if he'll be okay with me taking an incomplete then finishing the paper over break but even then, I need the library books for it-- and they're overdue and I can't register for my classes for spring

because of that AND I still have a couple hundred dollars worth of tuition to get paid. and Tesla is still sneezy and not well, even though she's better now. I don't know what the fuck to do.

right now I'm just trying not to meltdown again and cry before the really awesome person from my old apartment complex helps me move my mattress because fuck, I can't let all this shit out right now.

ryannnnn :< I AM SORRY THINGS ARE SO ROUGH. /hugs and solidarity fistbumps