...called my teacher...her daughter died...I did not know until this telephone call...she was very upset and depressed and angry at me...I am very very sorry...
Henry, I know you will come back to look at your Plurk... I am sorry that you left us in this way. Wish that you have opened up your mouth and ask for help. You are a guy with very kind heart
but the fate did not treat you fairly. However, hope you can let go all the unpleasant and focus on the next life. Remember your mind set will set your future course. You should not be bothered by all the
bad elements that happened in this life. If you believe in Buddhism then continue to chant 阿彌陀佛. If you believe in Christian, then pray for Jesus to guide you.
They say a person committed suicide will fall into the hell. I hope it's not what you are facing but if so please be strong. Continue to chant 阿彌陀佛 with all you heart.
I am a Buddhist so I prepare this 無量壽經 for you. The core believe is if you can sincerely let go all the burdens and attachments and follow 阿彌陀佛 then you will go to 極樂世界 where you can learn the truth of the