Sorry if my plurks are whiney atm, about a month ago my life was turned inside out and upside down and there's nothing I can do for at least 6 months and things just keep going downhill
buh.. who do we kick? 
and i guess, we all been through times like that, in a way or another, so its nothing to be sorry about 
Unfortunately it's not one specific person or I would kick them myself lol
I understand.
I hope you pull through, one time my life flipped turned upside down but I was able to stay with some family in a place called bel air