I always want to get together with all my friends and do something special.

But I can't. All my friends are somewhere else.

I mean, there's Brian and Amanda and maybe Sarah and James, but well

I don't have a group of friends in a position to where we can just all get together and do friend things.

So there won't be any fun night out.

No presents.

No eating junk food until we pass out on the floor.

And when there's distance, nobody really remembers your birthday. So I'll probably just end up sad.

And I feel like it's really selfish of me to want to feel special on my birthday.

And I know I really only feel that way because when you're a kid, your birthday is always a big thing.

I guess sometimes being an adult sucks.