don't lie to me that i

have the chance to return 6 months from now

and then send me a letter

requiring a minimum of a full year leave of absence from uni

just fuck you guys seriously ok

i can't afford to be seeing a psychiatrist and psychologist and getting medicine

for that long of a term

and im thinking about all the extra money its gonna be too because im requiried to take some classes at like a community college

that i now have to pay for

and im just panicking right now and crying and now im upset the day before vacation

because i cant even get fin aid as a guest student at another college since i already fucking checked

and now i know im gonna see people from hs at the community college and i just

don't want to tell them but theyre gonna wonder why im suddenly there and struggling to pay for school and they will pity me

just fuck everything

Oh my God BB Come to

..me