take a health leave of absence

my mother is going to hate me I just

hate everything

im pretty sure cant get more than a C- in Astro, a D- in Chem

and maybe B-'s in both Bios

Maybe

ugh i just cant believe this whole fucking

4-5 months would be for nothing though

and i wasted money and shit and

fuck

i hate that its like

usually a year away from school

god i suck at everything

i am so pissed at myself over

missing my prelim on monday that i didnt know about

fuck fuck fuck

and i want to talk to my mom about it but i

dont want to ruin her birthday