Still can't sleep?

Nope. Am I being too stubborn?

I keep yelling at my friend to have sex, so I probably need to do the same thing to you.

I know I'm pushing it, but I'm kind of curious about how it feels. When you start to lose it.

You want to know what it's like to go crazy and die?!

I don't wanna do the dying part. It's just an experiment. I wanna see how far I can go.

What if you go so far that you can't fix yourself?

Then there just needs to be someone there to fix it for him.

I don't know. I'll figure something out.

Now I see why Mizuiro got so mad at our friends. When you say you'll fix it for him, it sounds so horrible.

Not if it's a planned thing. If he wants to push himself that far he just needs to tell someone to be sure to bring him back

I dunno. Maybe. I don't wanna stick anybody with that responsibility.

Xanxus would probably go along with it just for the hell of it.

...No way in hell I'd go to him with this. B|

Heh. You'd be surprised how he can be sometimes.

Maybe.

Don't go to someone who scares you!

No one would believe me if I tried to tell them. >>

Got anyone else you could?

Not anybody I'm really willing to. Viral's claws are scary as hell. Josh is just... No. I could go to Dean but I don't wanna bother him.

You don't want to bother him? Will you bother him if you go crazy and die?!

If you're really that fucking curious and want to go through with the experiment, I could help.

Maybe. I don't know if I'm that important to him. It's just... He's the kind of person you respect to much to ask for shit like that.

variapioggia ...Help?

>> What the hell do you *think* I mean?

Yeeeah... I. Hn. I'll think about it.

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