This month's: 138 dollars

I paid the last TWO months at once by doing a pay-in-four via paypal but those payments are like 65 bucks a pop and I've paid two of them so far. I am flat broke.

We have replaced everything except the actual toilet that is supposed to be the problem and it is STILL. LEAKING. WATER. SOMEWHERE.

So now in December I have to find 138 USD somewhere AND also the 130 USD for the remaining OTHER water bill and also I guess buy a whole new toilet.

Folks, I receive a monthly SSI check of 500 USD.

You MAY notice there is a problem here, mathematically

I don't really have anything to add here except A. I know so much about fixing toilets now and it did nothing for me and B. I am SO glad I bought all but two of my planned holiday gifts already??? Fuck ME

I don't know if I should open up my ko-fi over this because I MIGHT be able to squeak by still. But I am like. Oh god. Oh fuck.

Why me

Etc

What the fuck.

I should also note that BEFORE this, my water bills were like. 30-something dollars.

jfc