Super physical sensation heavy anxiety attack

Which makes me feel. More brain anxious

And then it’s just an endless loop

Fffffffff

Takes gummies and crosses fingers

Okay. I’m feeling better ish now I think

I am having the biggest executive dysfunction night haha

Smooshes you

I’;m rewatching kaiju no 8

Wanna watch hq movie bc i wanna watach hq and it’s the only th in easily available in English but for some reason it won’t work on crunchyroll

Oh boy anxiety just went nuts again.

Neeeed to hyperfocus on something

Is there anything I can do to help?

Nah probs not

Okay

Crunchyroll has been driving me nuts lately since it's easily got the largest library but I can't seem to get legible subtitles/CC if I'm watching in English... the font and size change when you switch to Japanese D:

/had to complain about this somewhere I'm sorry

anyway, hoping you're tackling the sort of anxiety that might ease up if you manage to find a focus... not just the random physical anxiety outta nowhere with no rhyme or reasonable solution. IT'S ALL THE WORST.

Going to bed w eye mask and over ear headset and gonna see if that helps me sleep better

I can’t fall asleep without podcasts anymore lol my brain goes nuts

Unless I fall asleep right away but it usually takes 5-20 minutes now days obv sometimes it takes hours but instasleep to like not falling asleep the moment your head hits the pillow is an adjustment

best of luck

mabaliciousness: smooshes

I really need someone to heavy handed encourage me to be at my desk tomorrow >_<

snugs

Blah

Just recycles this

I’m sad

That’s all

And frustrated w a lot of things

I still haven’t gotten on the desktop whoops.