worse than Total Writer's Block is when you have one of those days where you have a neverending deluge of words to put down but none of them are Right
so you know that tomorrow you're gonna come back and reread the hours of shit you put down and just scrap all of it
this is a lot of suffering over nothing, I think, unable to stop shitting up Microsoft Word surreptitiously while at work
better to get the idea out as something really rough than forget it
oh sure
I just know they are ideas which I will look at a week from now and go "this is dumb" and delete it
Killing Your Darlings is one thing but nobody warns you how much it sjcka to have to Cherish Your Bastards as well
btw that word was meant to be "sucks" but i was on my phone at work because i'm a terrible employee