i feel like i'm bad at socializing mostly because i don't ever seem to have much to talk about strongly enough to Just Bring Stuff Up, i tend to ride out conversations instead so oftentimes i just lurk because i don't have much to say i guess part of why i relate to conveying feeling rather than speaking has always struck a chord with me most
being bad at lyrics makes enough sense when you think of it that way too, i tend to care more about few words that have strong impact rather than saying a ton of shit, which happens more often since i feel like i'm trying to compensate for conveying a complex feeling or idea or something