dan yang bikin gua bingung itu adalah penerapan pasal 45 terhadap kasus yang baru ini terjadi di twitter, di mana pemilik akun Askrlfess (Akun Bot) dikenakan pasal tersebut. wtf?
because scenario 1) i don't have job. they'll have to pay out my next week's pay early, which with my paycheck I'd already get on thurs- puts us in the clear and might, might even leave some money for the ny trip I already have tickets for.
however scenario 2) If i'm still employed means that I'd have to put my entire paycheck, AND cancel my tickets (and hope the refund is quick) towards rent, and still be short 200$, plus have no food money.
And just. feel awful because I could try commissions for logo/vector/graphic design/colorist/icons work but historically my commission posts don't have a great spread? so I can't count on that as a surefire out.
I mean, I hope you keep having the job, because long term income is good but.... :c no trip would be unfortunate
ltmutiny: I TRIED TO LIKE. TELL YOU ON DISCORD but yes. iiiii have no idea what's going on?
because family was down with me taking a trip as long as rent was paid, which i thought it would be!
ltmutiny: so. yeah I ran the numbers and even if I get canned I don't have enough to cover rent so. I'm... gonna need to cancel my tickets. again
like even if rent were covered, I wouldn't have enough money to pay for luggage fees, much less food and admission.
so right now I haven't cancelled yet, and when I do I get like. a 150$ credit with them. which. good if i ever get a job again. notsogreat otherwise.
Yeah like. hilariously I could change the flight to early December- around my birthday- but because of the transfer fee I'd end up paying an additional 150$ that way
I keep hoping for one of those "community comes together and does something nice for the person who got shit on", but. those don't happen in real life.
And I need to stop pretending that I'll ever really make a dent in climbing up the economic ladder. I'm just a cripple who's too broken and worthless to hold down a job, and too talent-less to make it in any form of creative measure.