ok so

i really like all my threads with Astarion but like

this one

Sylvie: brings him a collar she has made for him as an acceleration of a joke -- ends up discussing deep issues

puppy is getting really good at sleeping 2 hours at a time for me

she should be sleeping 18 (to 20!) hours a day to grow properly so i have been able to tag a little more

trying to catch up on both meme and game threads (priority game of course)

i wanna sleep 18 to 20 hours a day and grow properly...

Right??? Me too

what a mess these two are

trying to parse the mess of having feelings and what that means for people like them

I love it though

it was just supposed to be a dumb joke, you two

Right???

alas they're too awkward

lol this post went sideways fast

it's a beautiful mess ok

hey gwen's out here offering real assistance

not feeling tags today sorry guys

anxious

sorry you're feeling anxious my friend

mm it happens

places a "take care of yourself" sticker on your hand

hey, you know where to find me if u need an ear, b

💖

anxiety is the fucking worst bud, i hope it passes soon!!

it hits me hard a lot without form or function or knowable reason

just everything and anything i guess

thankfully i was able to wrap up a commission, and work texted and checked in on me and everythings cool there (i've not missed anything to be yelled at about and they miss having me around) so that does take a bit of the edge off.

the problem with anxiety for me a lot of the time I cant find the source of it, i'm just intensely intensely anxious and it feels like all my nerves have just gained 300000x mass and i'm turning into a black hole lmao

I'm still feeling anxious, but it's not as bad so let me see about tags

anxiety is like suddenly hearing boss music but there's nothing to fight

yep 100% the best description of it

and sometimes its quiet and sometimes it's like sitting next to a 2 story speaker blasting into your ears

Yep, just enough to make you edgy, or enough to make you want to want to rip open reality

man that's a great analogy

this was such a fun thing to write:

'now I don't have much use for safe or sane' made me laugh ngl

sylvie you precious little gremlin

She is a disaster but a well meaning one

love it