lapetitediva - If I weren't so hyper-aware of my existence, and didn't have control issues (e.g. not wanting someone else to do it for me - a distracted driver, for instance), it would probably be a lot easier.

If I weren't so hyper-aware of my existence, and didn't have control issues (e.g. not wanting someone else to do it for me - a distracted driver, for instance), it would probably be a lot easier.