it just means that i chose not to love you anymore.

but wth, that doesnt mean i dont love you anymore and that doesnt mean that my love to you was shallow and all that shit.

i know it was i who requested a breakup. i know i dont have the rights to complain. i chose to give up.

and it's so unfair how everything that i once did was voided, just all of a sudden.

thought you'd know me well enough, thought you trusted me well enough, over your 'friend' who told you whatever she told you.

and that's why i never bother to bring it up to you even before or after the breakup. because it totally means nothing to me.

and third, you should know that I was just joking. I know I took it too far. and at that time I think that it's just a small matter. because to me, its a joke.

secondly, i ASKED her to prom before we broke up.

first off, i didnt 'prompose' to samantha.

i'm just sayin'. not expecting.