this is really messing with my head https://i.gyazo.com/2ddb92e3dbc4c90ea905632788669e02.png i want wintery weather, damnit! where is my snow

i'm feeling so much better today (and thanks ya'll for the hugs n stuff <3), so i found some motivation to blog https://www.flickr.com/photos/vixxievultee/23583629521/in/dateposted/ frosty @ current outfit!

i've been having a rough couple of days. lots of anxiety mostly about stupid shit, sadness, listless, and i really don't wanna be. wish i could find the right distraction and/or motivation to pull out of it.

this made me happy. that is all, really. https://i.gyazo.com/fe75d4d0e37358a32ac4adc5baf6b9e5.png

i get anxious about the silliest stuff we need milk, the 711 right down the street has milk, been there hundreds of times over the years, and yet... i sit and am anxious and nervous about going, no

a post with more of Synnimonbun 's poses https://www.flickr.com/photos/vixxievultee/22967864953/ inside @ current outfit!

this skiinnnn https://i.gyazo.com/7f92f6aa6bb06bb0cffdfbe73df9995a.png glam affair's emma is gorgeous the selection of lipsticks is just unfff there's some really pretty dark purples/browns hnngghh

i made my grandma's macaroni salad tonight for dinner, to go with sandwiches (cause i'm lazy) and mannnn it is so good. i have no idea if it's actually her recipe or she got it somewhere, but it was a staple

a puppy post! https://www.flickr.com/photos/vixxievultee/23572870285/ for a walk @ current outfit!

https://i.gyazo.com/5ccb312c2d7493138e5001d1bc52204c.gif and still no skybox... bff vivi tries a handful of times and gets it