why he doesn't go to lunch by himself more often. very peaceful...
i feel like i'm always complaining... but i feel like i'm always the -subject- of complaints!
the more i do, the more of a disappointment i am. it's hard to keep trying, god damn it.
for a pretty good weekend, i sure feel like crap now that i'm home again.
i'm not feeling that well, lately. tired and on-edge.
good news is good.