有時候個心爛左就真係修補唔返

無處容身
Feel used, but I don’t want any revenge towards you, I just wish you the best.
But the hurt is real, the sense of loss is real, feeling of abandonment is real.
No one in this world understands me and accepts who I am.

大世界裏 會找到別個

又黎料 個心又爛撚左 每次team meeting完如果有講野 都會覺得自己好撚柒好shameful 為左避免呢種感覺更加唔想講野

I have wondered so many times what anxiety free will feel like - I think tonight it’s the closest I am to be that state, I can enjoy the things I like to do without worrying. Like usually I will watch a show and feel anxious, not be able to fully enjoy it, will pause couple of times. But tonight I am watching stuff, playing guitar

I feel like I can breathe again!

These past two weeks are really tough, sense of meaningless hits every day, feeling heartbroken, despair.

No outlet because there is no one will be there unconditionally for me, I envy people who have their parents that they can go to, and I doubt that if I will be able to find someone to be there for me, even if I am ready to be there for someone. Sigh

I am ready to give, to take care of someone

I just wanna love somebody

唯一快樂泉源就係腐
但連睇一篇文都專心唔到