KILL ME NOW PEOPLE!!!! KILL ME NOWWWWWWW!!!!!

menstrual cramps. Yay. Another suffering problem. So now i have coughs, flu and even cramps . YAY.

I almost slip and fall. But i'm still alive. Not dead yet. Why?

Coughing so badly.

For you, i'm willing to sacrifise my life as long as i can make you smile and be happy. For you, i'm not afraid to die. I'm prepare.

I really feel like dying. when i'm gone, i guess things will be much more easier for you.

Why wasn't i brave enough to face the facts?

Why wasn't i strong enough to handle all this problems? Why?

Why am i so useless? Why am i so dumb? Why am i not skinny? Why? T.T

Early morning i alrdy anyhow think, damn. I really feel like tearing now. i feel so useless.